how wonderful life can be but ..

why? this is all still so hard, always friendly with the first best friends and now just 'hello' and say 'goodbye'. I will lose SHE mhm yes but I do not think I've lost it already to someone else? It is a pity we have made ​​as much by and for them this is nothing, or what?! Well now it's too late! "I" they've lost to someone else!